When there is no tears

It is said tears is therapeutic and calming. There is such an illness that cause a person unable to cry. In modern emoji culture, a crying emoji is an emotion but yet it is also a biological activity and you cannot cry if you have a dry eye illness and they are a few such illnesses causing no tear.

But, when your emotion is low and you come to God in prayers and plead for salvation and redemption and help and you could not cry, then it is very strange feeling. You wonder if you have given up hope or God has forsaken you due to sin. Doubts form in your mind. 

During this trying period of Movement Control Order (MCO) and from 11 April till now, our home has been disrupted of peace and serenity, an atmosphere of oppression hanged over home just like cloud over the house, as sign of huge thunderstorm in the brew, that rains were just being hold back a little bit longer before they pour like buckets of water.

I prayed for tears but it did not come for a while. Finally, I could cry and then I heard this violin playing that was commented 

"I´ve never heard a violin "cry" like that before.."

Yes, I could hear the violin crying out the music as it played the sounds. 

Suddenly I feel released and tears could start to do the healing work.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9f7JIwP4I8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PD7M7j1OM8U

Broken URL :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0Pl54tiwJM

"Schindler's List" in the largest European synagogue in Budapest. Csongor Korossy-Khayll (Violin) & Xaver Varnus at the great Jemlich Organ of the synagogue, with the participation of Balazs Barnkopf (Theater Organ) and Balazs Elischer (Hammond Organ). Recorded live in 2017. Special thanks to Chief Rabbi Robert Frolich, Kati Frolich, Dr. Peter Kunos & Ivan Róna. Csongor Korossy-Khayll is a Hungarian violin prodigy, who played one of his first public appearances with the legendary Budapest Festival Orchestra, conducted by Ivan Fischer:

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDH1XN-RL5w