Happy to feel pain ?

 

Serotonin, dopamine, oxytocin, and endorphins are famously happy hormones that promote positive feelings like pleasure, happiness, and even love. Hormones and neurotransmitters are involved in lots of essential processes, like heart rate and digestion, but also your mood and feelings.

https://atlasbiomed.com/blog/serotonin-and-other-happy-molecules-made-by-gut-bacteria/

https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20151001-why-pain-feels-good

It's OK to sing happiness from the 2%

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZJvBfoHDk0&t=2s

Her stage name is Nightbirde, she changed her name after she dreamed of a bird during winter nights, came to sing outside her window for 3 nights, on the third night, it happened to be true. Her real name is Jane Marczewski. 

This is her blog, this is her instagram account. 

She is the latest senstation at AGT (American Got Talent) audition 2021. She is one of the few that moved Simon Cowell and he gave her the golden buzzer. So at 30 years old, she won it big, she won the heart of the Simon and the other 3 judges, she is going to the summer final of AGT 2021. In fact, she won the whole world over with her lines on stage :

"Thank you. It’s important that everyone knows that I’m so much more than the bad things that happen to me. … You can’t wait until life isn’t hard anymore before you decide to be happy."

“2% of survival isn’t 0%. 2% is something and I wish people knew how amazing it is.”

Later in interview, she shared :

“There are a lot of hard battles that you fight within yourself to be positive, to stay present in this world when it hurts really bad.” 

Her original song written by her is "It's Okay". 

IT'S OK

Nightbirde

I moved to California in the summer time
I changed my name thinking that it would change my mind
I thought that all my problems they would stay behind
I was a stick of dynamite and it was just a matter of time, yeah

All day, all night, now I can't hide
Said I knew myself but I guess I lied

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

I wrote a hundred pages but I burned them all
(Yeah, I burned them all)
I drove through yellow lights and don't look back at all
I don't look back at all
Yeah, you can call me reckless, I'm a cannonball (uh, I'm a cannonball)
Don't know why I take the tightrope and cry when I fall

All day, all night, now I can't hide
Said I knew what I wanted but I guess I lied

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

Oh-oh-oh-oh, it's alright
Oh-oh-oh-oh, it's alright
Oh-oh-oh-oh, it's alright
Oh-oh-oh-oh, it's alright
To be lost sometimes

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
If you're lost, we're all a little lost and it's alright

I love how she wrote about her relationship with God : 

I am God’s downstairs neighbour, banging on the ceiling with a broomstick.

I show up at His door every day. Sometimes with songs, sometimes with curses. Sometimes apologies, gifts, questions, demands. Sometimes I use my key under the mat to let myself in. Other times, I sulk outside until He opens the door to me Himself.

I fear sometimes that when I die and meet with God, that He will say I disappointed Him, or offended Him, or failed Him…

She went through a lot with God from crying out day and night to Him, to cursing Him. Yet she is confident of this:

One thing I know for sure is this: He can never say that He did not know me.

Links :-

https://www.nightbirde.co/blog/blog-post-title-three-2rjnk

https://www.instagram.com/_nightbirde/?hl=en

https://thirst.sg/blog/nightbirde-the-true-story-behind-americas-got-talent-golden-buzzer-winner/

https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/life/entertainment/a36676470/who-is-agt-nightbirde-jane-marczewski-golden-buzzer-2021/

https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/nightbirde/